The Dawn of Decision (vv. 10-12). During the crisis experiences of life, there comes a time when we must get ourselves by the nape of the neck and shake ourselves out of pity into reality, and that’s what Asaph did. The repeated “I will” indicates that he had come to the place of decision and determination. “It is my grief, that the right hand of the Most High has changed” (v. 10 nasb). That would be grief indeed if the character of God had altered! “God has deserted His people, and this is a burden I must bear!” He was wrong, of course, because the Lord doesn’t change (102:26; Num. 23:19; 1 Sam. 15:29). But he was right in that, by an act of will, he abandoned his former posture of doubt and determined to see the matter through, come what may. He decided to meditate on what God had done for Israel in the past and to learn from His deeds what He was intending for His people.