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Job: My Suffering Is without End

‘Do not human beings have a hard service on earth,
    and are not their days like the days of a labourer?
Like a slave who longs for the shadow,
    and like labourers who look for their wages,
so I am allotted months of emptiness,
    and nights of misery are apportioned to me.
When I lie down I say, “When shall I rise?”
    But the night is long,
    and I am full of tossing until dawn.
My flesh is clothed with worms and dirt;
    my skin hardens, then breaks out again.
My days are swifter than a weaver’s shuttle,
    and come to their end without hope.[a]

‘Remember that my life is a breath;
    my eye will never again see good.
The eye that beholds me will see me no more;
    while your eyes are upon me, I shall be gone.
As the cloud fades and vanishes,
    so those who go down to Sheol do not come up;
10 they return no more to their houses,
    nor do their places know them any more.

11 ‘Therefore I will not restrain my mouth;
    I will speak in the anguish of my spirit;
    I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
12 Am I the Sea, or the Dragon,
    that you set a guard over me?
13 When I say, “My bed will comfort me,
    my couch will ease my complaint”,
14 then you scare me with dreams
    and terrify me with visions,
15 so that I would choose strangling
    and death rather than this body.
16 I loathe my life; I would not live for ever.
    Let me alone, for my days are a breath.
17 What are human beings, that you make so much of them,
    that you set your mind on them,
18 visit them every morning,
    test them every moment?
19 Will you not look away from me for a while,
    let me alone until I swallow my spittle?
20 If I sin, what do I do to you, you watcher of humanity?
    Why have you made me your target?
    Why have I become a burden to you?
21 Why do you not pardon my transgression
    and take away my iniquity?
For now I shall lie in the earth;
    you will seek me, but I shall not be.’

Footnotes

  1. Job 7:6 Or as the thread runs out

There’s Nothing to My Life

1-6 “Human life is a struggle, isn’t it?
    It’s a life sentence to hard labor.
Like field hands longing for quitting time
    and working stiffs with nothing to hope for but payday,
I’m given a life that meanders and goes nowhere—
    months of aimlessness, nights of misery!
I go to bed and think, ‘How long till I can get up?’
    I toss and turn as the night drags on—and I’m fed up!
I’m covered with maggots and scabs.
    My skin gets scaly and hard, then oozes with pus.
My days come and go swifter than the click of knitting needles,
    and then the yarn runs out—an unfinished life!

7-10 “God, don’t forget that I’m only a wisp of air!
    These eyes have had their last look at goodness.
And your eyes have seen the last of me;
    even while you’re looking, there’ll be nothing left to look at.
When a cloud evaporates, it’s gone for good;
    those who go to the grave never come back.
They don’t return to visit their families;
    never again will friends drop in for coffee.

11-16 “And so I’m not keeping one bit of this quiet,
    I’m laying it all out on the table;
    my complaining to high heaven is bitter, but honest.
Are you going to put a muzzle on me,
    the way you quiet the sea and still the storm?
If I say, ‘I’m going to bed, then I’ll feel better.
    A little nap will lift my spirits,’
You come and so scare me with nightmares
    and frighten me with ghosts
That I’d rather strangle in the sheets
    than face this kind of life any longer.
I hate this life! Who needs any more of this?
    Let me alone! There’s nothing to my life—it’s nothing
        but smoke.

17-21 “What are mortals anyway, that you bother with them,
    that you even give them the time of day?
That you check up on them every morning,
    looking in on them to see how they’re doing?
Let up on me, will you?
    Can’t you even let me spit in peace?
Even suppose I’d sinned—how would that hurt you?
    You’re responsible for every human being.
Don’t you have better things to do than pick on me?
    Why make a federal case out of me?
Why don’t you just forgive my sins
    and start me off with a clean slate?
The way things are going, I’ll soon be dead.
    You’ll look high and low, but I won’t be around.”

Job continues to speak

People have to work very hard on this earth.
    They have to work every day, like servants.
A servant waits for the end of the day so that he can rest.
    A worker waits for his master to pay him.
But there is nothing for me to wait for.
    I wait for many months and nothing happens.
    Every night, I am always sad.
When I lie down at night to sleep,
    I think, “How soon will the night end?”
But the night continues and I cannot sleep.
    Finally, dawn comes.
There are worms all over my body.
    All of my skin is painful.
    There are dirty sores all over it.
My life is passing very fast.
    Each day passes too quickly to see it!
The days of my life will finish,
    and I cannot hope for anything to get better.
Remember, God, that my life is as short as a breath.
    I know that I will never be happy again.
People who can see me now will not see me any more.
    You will look for me, but I will not be there.
Clouds disappear and you never see them again.
    That is like people who die and go into their graves.
    They do not come back again.
10 They do not come back to live in their homes.
    People forget about them.

11 So I must continue to speak.
    I will tell you how upset I am.
I am angry because of what has happened to me.
    So I must complain.
12 Why do you have to watch me, God, like a guard?
    Do you think that I am a dangerous monster from the sea?
13 When I lie down to sleep,
    I hope that my pain will be less.
14 But even then you give me dreams that frighten me.
    I have visions which make me very afraid.
15 I would like someone to stop me breathing!
    Death would be better than life.
16 My life is useless.
    I do not want to live for ever.
My life is only a short breath.
    So let me be alone.

17 Why do you think that people are important?
    Why do you watch us so carefully?
18 You never leave us alone.
    You test us every moment of every day.
19 You never look the other way.
    You never leave me alone, even for a moment.
20 You carefully watch what people do.
Even if I have done something wrong,
    it should not cause any trouble for you.
So why do you choose to punish me?
21 You should agree to forgive my sins.
    You should say that I am not guilty.
I will soon die and I will go into my grave.
Then you will carefully look for me,
    but I will not be there.’