The Pain Never Lets Up

30 1-8 “But no longer. Now I’m the butt of their jokes—
    young thugs! whippersnappers!
Why, I considered their fathers
    mere inexperienced pups.
But they are worse than dogs—good for nothing,
    stray, mangy animals,
Half-starved, scavenging the back alleys,
    howling at the moon;
Homeless ragamuffins
    chewing on old bones and licking old tin cans;
Outcasts from the community,
    cursed as dangerous delinquents.
Nobody would put up with them;
    they were driven from the neighborhood.
You could hear them out there at the edge of town,
    yelping and barking, huddled in junkyards,
A gang of beggars and no-names,
    thrown out on their ears.

9-15 “But now I’m the one they’re after,
    mistreating me, taunting and mocking.
They abhor me, they abuse me.
    How dare those scoundrels—they spit in my face!
Now that God has undone me and left me in a heap,
    they hold nothing back. Anything goes.
They come at me from my blind side,
    trip me up, then jump on me while I’m down.
They throw every kind of obstacle in my path,
    determined to ruin me—
    and no one lifts a finger to help me!
They violate my broken body,
    trample through the rubble of my ruined life.
Terrors assault me—
    my dignity in shreds,
    salvation up in smoke.

16-19 “And now my life drains out,
    as suffering seizes and grips me hard.
Night gnaws at my bones;
    the pain never lets up.
I am tied hand and foot, my neck in a noose.
    I twist and turn.
Thrown facedown in the muck,
    I’m a muddy mess, inside and out.

What Did I Do to Deserve This?

20-23 “I shout for help, God, and get nothing, no answer!
    I stand to face you in protest, and you give me a blank stare!
You’ve turned into my tormenter—
    you slap me around, knock me about.
You raised me up so I was riding high
    and then dropped me, and I crashed.
I know you’re determined to kill me,
    to put me six feet under.

24-31 “What did I do to deserve this?
    Did I ever hit anyone who was calling for help?
Haven’t I wept for those who live a hard life,
    been heartsick over the lot of the poor?
But where did it get me?
    I expected good but evil showed up.
    I looked for light but darkness fell.
My stomach’s in a constant churning, never settles down.
    Each day confronts me with more suffering.
I walk under a black cloud. The sun is gone.
    I stand in the congregation and protest.
I howl with the jackals,
    I hoot with the owls.
I’m black-and-blue all over,
    burning up with fever.
My fiddle plays nothing but the blues;
    my mouth harp wails laments.”

30 “But now they (A)laugh at me,
    men who are (B)younger than I,
whose fathers I would have disdained
    to set with the dogs of my flock.
What could I gain from the strength of their hands,
    (C)men whose (D)vigor is gone?
Through want and hard hunger
    they (E)gnaw (F)the dry ground by night in (G)waste and desolation;
they pick saltwort and the leaves of bushes,
    and the roots of the broom tree for their food.[a]
(H)They are driven out from human company;
    they shout after them as after a thief.
In the gullies of the torrents they must dwell,
    in holes of the earth and of (I)the rocks.
Among the bushes they (J)bray;
    under (K)the nettles they huddle together.
A senseless, a nameless brood,
    they have been whipped out of the land.

“And now I have become their (L)song;
    I am (M)a byword to them.
10 They (N)abhor me; they keep aloof from me;
    they do not hesitate to (O)spit at the sight of me.
11 Because God has loosed my cord and humbled me,
    they have cast off restraint[b] in my presence.
12 On my (P)right hand the rabble rise;
    they push away my feet;
    they (Q)cast up against me their ways of destruction.
13 They break up my path;
    they promote my (R)calamity;
    they need no one to help them.
14 As through a wide (S)breach they come;
    amid the crash they roll on.
15 (T)Terrors are turned upon me;
    my honor is pursued as by the wind,
    and my prosperity has passed away like (U)a cloud.

16 “And now my soul is (V)poured out within me;
    days of affliction have taken hold of me.
17 (W)The night (X)racks my bones,
    and the pain that (Y)gnaws me takes no rest.
18 With great force my garment is (Z)disfigured;
    it binds me about like the collar of my tunic.
19 God[c] has cast me into the mire,
    and I have become like (AA)dust and ashes.
20 I cry to you for help and you do not answer me;
    I stand, and you only look at me.
21 You have (AB)turned cruel to me;
    with the might of your hand you (AC)persecute me.
22 (AD)You lift me up on the wind; you make me ride on it,
    and you toss me about in the roar of the storm.
23 (AE)For I know that you will bring me to death
    and to the house appointed for (AF)all living.

24 “Yet does not one in a (AG)heap of ruins stretch out his hand,
    and in his disaster cry for help?[d]
25 Did not I (AH)weep for him whose day was hard?
    Was not my soul grieved for the needy?
26 But (AI)when I hoped for good, evil came,
    and when I waited for light, (AJ)darkness came.
27 My inward parts are in turmoil and never still;
    days of affliction (AK)come to meet me.
28 I (AL)go about darkened, but not by the sun;
    I stand up in (AM)the assembly and cry for help.
29 I am a brother of (AN)jackals
    and a companion of (AO)ostriches.
30 My (AP)skin turns black and falls from me,
    and my (AQ)bones burn with heat.
31 My (AR)lyre is (AS)turned to mourning,
    and my (AT)pipe to the voice of those who weep.

Footnotes

  1. Job 30:4 Or warmth
  2. Job 30:11 Hebrew the bridle
  3. Job 30:19 Hebrew He
  4. Job 30:24 The meaning of the Hebrew is uncertain

哀叹今日的痛苦

30 “但如今,比我年少的人竟嘲笑我,
他们的父亲曾被我鄙视,
连我的牧羊犬都不如。
他们精力衰竭,
对我有何益处?
他们贫穷饥饿,瘦弱不堪,
夜间在干旱荒凉之地啃食。
他们在草丛中拔咸草充饥,
以罗腾树根为食。
他们被赶离人群,
像贼一样被喝斥。
他们只好住在荒谷,
在地洞和岩穴栖身;
在杂草间嚎叫如兽,
在树丛中蜷缩一团。
他们是愚昧无名之辈,
被人用鞭子赶出境外。

“如今,他们竟唱歌讽刺我,
我成了他们的笑柄。
10 他们厌恶我,不愿靠近我,
任意朝我脸上吐唾沫。
11 因为上帝苦待我,使我毫无力量,
他们才在我面前肆无忌惮。
12 这些无赖从右边攻击我,
迫使我逃亡,
他们展开攻势要毁灭我。
13 他们截断我的路,
想方设法害我,无人相助。
14 他们冲破防线,
从废墟中向我袭来。
15 恐惧笼罩着我,
我的尊荣随风而去,
我的荣华如云消散。

16 “如今我的生命将尽,
痛苦的日子抓住我。
17 夜间我的骨头刺痛,
如被啃噬,无休无止。
18 上帝猛力抓住我的衣服,
紧紧地揪住我的衣领。
19 祂把我扔进淤泥,
使我如尘埃灰烬。

20 “上帝啊!我向你呼求,你不回应;
我站起来,你也不理睬。
21 你变得对我残酷无情,
用你大能的手迫害我,
22 把我提到风中,让我被风吹走,
被暴风抛来抛去。
23 我知道你要带我去死亡之地,
那是你为众生所定的归宿。

24 “诚然,不幸的人在困境中呼救,
无人会伸手加害他。
25 难道我不曾为受苦的人哭泣,
我的心不曾为穷困者悲伤吗?
26 我盼望幸福,来的却是灾祸;
我期待光明,来的却是黑暗。
27 我心里一直烦乱不安,
苦难的日子迎面袭来。
28 我皮肤发黑,不是因为日晒,
我在会众中站起来呼救。
29 我成了豺狼的兄弟,
驼鸟的伙伴。
30 我的皮肤发黑、脱落,
我的骨头如被烤焦。
31 我的琴唱出哀乐,
我的箫奏出悲鸣。