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Job: I Loathe My Life

10 “I loathe my life;
    I will give free utterance to my complaint;
    I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.(A)
I will say to God, ‘Do not condemn me;
    let me know why you contend against me.(B)
Does it seem good to you to oppress,
    to despise the work of your hands
    and favor the schemes of the wicked?(C)
Do you have eyes of flesh?
    Do you see as humans see?(D)
Are your days like the days of mortals
    or your years like human years,(E)
that you seek out my iniquity
    and search for my sin,
although you know that I am not guilty,
    and there is no one to deliver out of your hand?(F)
Your hands fashioned and made me,
    and now you turn and destroy me.[a](G)
Remember that you fashioned me like clay,
    and will you turn me to dust again?(H)
10 Did you not pour me out like milk
    and curdle me like cheese?(I)
11 You clothed me with skin and flesh
    and knit me together with bones and sinews.
12 You have granted me life and steadfast love,
    and your care has preserved my spirit.(J)
13 Yet these things you hid in your heart;
    I know that this was your purpose.
14 If I sin, you watch me
    and do not acquit me of my iniquity.(K)
15 If I am wicked, woe to me!
    If I am righteous, I cannot lift up my head,
for I am filled with disgrace
    and look upon my affliction.(L)
16 Bold as a lion you hunt me;
    you repeat your exploits against me.(M)
17 You renew your witnesses against me
    and increase your vexation toward me;
    you bring fresh troops against me.[b](N)

18 “ ‘Why did you bring me forth from the womb?
    Would that I had died before any eye had seen me(O)
19 and were as though I had not been,
    carried from the womb to the grave.
20 Are not the days of my life few?[c]
    Let me alone, that I may find a little comfort[d](P)
21 before I go, never to return,
    to the land of gloom and deep darkness,
22 the land of gloom[e] and chaos,
    where light is like darkness.’ ”

Footnotes

  1. 10.8 Cn Compare Gk Syr: Heb made me together all around, and you destroy me
  2. 10.17 Cn Compare Gk: Heb toward me; changes and a troop are with me
  3. 10.20 Cn Compare Gk Syr: Heb Are not my days few? Let him cease!
  4. 10.20 Heb that I may brighten up a little
  5. 10.22 Heb gloom as darkness, deep darkness

10 I am disgusted with my life.(A)
I will express my complaint
and speak in the bitterness of my soul.
I will say to God:
“Do not declare me guilty!
Let me know why You prosecute me.
Is it good for You to oppress,
to reject the work of Your hands,
and favor[a] the plans of the wicked?
Do You have eyes of flesh,
or do You see as a human sees?
Are Your days like those of a human,
or Your years like those of a man,(B)
that You look for my wrongdoing(C)
and search for my sin,
even though You know that I am not wicked
and that there is no one who can deliver from Your hand?

“Your hands shaped me and formed me.
Will You now turn and destroy me?
Please remember that You formed me like clay.
Will You now return me to dust?(D)
10 Did You not pour me out like milk
and curdle me like cheese?
11 You clothed me with skin and flesh,
and wove me together with bones and tendons.
12 You gave me life and faithful love,
and Your care has guarded my life.

13 “Yet You concealed these thoughts in Your heart;
I know that this was Your hidden plan:[b]
14 if I sin, You would notice,[c]
and would not acquit me of my wrongdoing.(E)
15 If I am wicked, woe to me!
And even if I am righteous, I cannot lift up my head.
I am filled with shame
and aware of my affliction.(F)
16 If I am proud,[d] You hunt me like a lion
and again display Your miraculous power against me.(G)
17 You produce new witnesses[e] against me
and multiply Your anger toward me.
Hardships assault me, wave after wave.[f]

18 “Why did You bring me out of the womb?(H)
I should have died and never been seen.
19 I wish[g] I had never existed
but had been carried from the womb to the grave.(I)
20 Are my days not few? Stop it![h]
Leave me alone, so that I can smile a little
21 before I go to a land of darkness and gloom,(J)
never to return.
22 It is a land of blackness like the deepest darkness,
gloomy and chaotic,
where even the light is like[i] the darkness.”

Footnotes

  1. Job 10:3 Lit shine on
  2. Job 10:13 Lit was with You
  3. Job 10:14 Lit notice me
  4. Job 10:16 Lit If he lifts up
  5. Job 10:17 Or You bring fresh troops
  6. Job 10:17 Lit Changes and a host are with me
  7. Job 10:19 Lit As if
  8. Job 10:20 Alt Hb tradition reads Will He not leave my few days alone?
  9. Job 10:22 Lit chaotic, and shines as