¹⁹ All this time ^[a]you have been thinking that we are defending ourselves to you. Actually, ^(A)it is in the sight of God that we have been speaking in Christ; and ^(B)all for your upbuilding, ^(C)beloved. ²⁰ For I am afraid that perhaps ^(D)when I come I may find you to be not what I wish and may be found by you to be not what you wish; that perhaps there will be ^(E)strife, jealousy, ^(F)angry tempers, ^(G)disputes, ^(H)slanders, ^(I)gossip, ^(J)arrogance, ^(K)disturbances; ²¹ I am afraid that when I come again my God may humiliate me before you, and I may mourn over many of those who have ^(L)sinned in the past and not repented of the ^(M)impurity, ^[b]immorality and sensuality which they have practiced.