¹⁹ All this time ^[a]you think we are defending ourselves to you. We speak in Christ ^(A)in the sight of God. ^(B)And all these things, ^(C)beloved, are for your building up. ²⁰ For I am afraid that perhaps ^(D)when I come I may find you to be not what I wish and may be found by you to be not what you wish; that perhaps there will be ^(E)strife, jealousy, ^(F)outbursts of anger, ^(G)selfish ambition, ^(H)slanders, ^(I)gossip, ^(J)arrogance, ^(K)disturbances. ²¹ I am afraid that when I come again my God may humiliate me before you, and I may mourn over many of those who have ^(L)sinned in the past and not repented of the ^(M)impurity, sexual immorality, and sensuality which they have practiced.