受苦者的呼求

大衛的詩,交給樂長耶杜頓。

39 我說:「我要謹言慎行,
免犯口舌之罪。
只要身邊有惡人,
我就用嚼環勒住自己的口。」
然而,我默不作聲,
連好話也不出口時,
內心就更加痛苦。
我心如火燒,越沉思越煩躁,
便開口呼求:
「耶和華啊,求你讓我知道我人生的終點和壽數,
明白人生何其短暫。
你使我的生命轉瞬即逝,
我的歲月在你眼中不到片刻。
人的生命不過是一絲氣息,(細拉)
人生不過是幻影,
勞碌奔波卻一場空,
積蓄財富卻不知誰來享用。
主啊,如今我盼望什麼呢?
你是我的盼望。
求你救我脫離一切過犯,
不要讓愚昧人嘲笑我。
我默然不語,一言不發,
因為我受的責罰是出於你。
10 求你不要再懲罰我,
你的責打使我幾乎喪命。
11 因為人犯罪,你管教他們,
使他們所愛的被吞噬,像被蟲蛀。
世人不過是一絲氣息。(細拉)

12 「耶和華啊,
求你垂聽我的禱告,
傾聽我的呼求,
別對我的眼淚視若無睹。
因為我在你面前只是客旅,
是寄居的,
正如我的祖先。
13 求你寬恕我,
好讓我在離世之前能重展笑容。」

39 (For the one directing, even to Yedutun. Mizmor Dovid). I said, I will be shomer over my ways, that I sin not with my leshon; I will be shomer over my mouth with a muzzle, while the rashah is before me.

(3) I was dumb with silence, I held my peace for the sake of tov; and my distress grew severe.

(4) My lev became hot within me; while I was musing the eish burned; then I spoke with my leshon,

(5) Hashem, make me to know mine end, and the measure of my yamim, what it is; that I may have da’as of how chadel (fleeting, frail) I am.

(6) Hinei, Thou hast made my yamim as a handbreadth, and mine lifespan is as nothing before Thee; verily kol adam stand as kol hevel (altogether vanity). Selah.

(7) Surely every ish walketh in a tzel (shadow); surely they are in turmoil in vain; he heapeth up riches, and hath no da’as of who shall gather them.

(8) And now, Adonoi, what do I wait for? My hope is in Thee.

(9) Save me from all my peysha’im; make me not the reproach of the foolish.

(10) I was silent, I opened not my mouth; because Atah (Thou) did it.

10 (11) Remove Thy nega (stroke, scourge) away from me; I am consumed by the blow of Thine yad.

11 (12) When Thou with rebukes dost correct man for avon (iniquity), Thou makest his beauty to consume away like a moth: surely kol adam are hevel (vanity). Selah.

12 (13) Hear my tefillah, Hashem, and give ear unto my cry; hold not Thy peace at my weeping; for I am a ger with Thee, and a sojourner, as were all my Avot.

13 (14) O spare me from Thy frown, that I may recover strength, before I depart, v’eineni (and I be no more). [T.N. Animal sacrifices cannot take away sin; they are only a shadow of the korban nefesh of Moshiach. See Ps 40 and MJ chp 10; Isa 53:10.]

Psalm 39[a]

For the director of music. For Jeduthun. A psalm of David.

I said, “I will watch my ways(A)
    and keep my tongue from sin;(B)
I will put a muzzle on my mouth(C)
    while in the presence of the wicked.”
So I remained utterly silent,(D)
    not even saying anything good.
But my anguish(E) increased;
    my heart grew hot(F) within me.
While I meditated,(G) the fire(H) burned;
    then I spoke with my tongue:

“Show me, Lord, my life’s end
    and the number of my days;(I)
    let me know how fleeting(J) my life is.(K)
You have made my days(L) a mere handbreadth;
    the span of my years is as nothing before you.
Everyone is but a breath,(M)
    even those who seem secure.[b]

“Surely everyone goes around(N) like a mere phantom;(O)
    in vain they rush about,(P) heaping up wealth(Q)
    without knowing whose it will finally be.(R)

“But now, Lord, what do I look for?
    My hope is in you.(S)
Save me(T) from all my transgressions;(U)
    do not make me the scorn(V) of fools.
I was silent;(W) I would not open my mouth,(X)
    for you are the one who has done this.(Y)
10 Remove your scourge from me;
    I am overcome by the blow(Z) of your hand.(AA)
11 When you rebuke(AB) and discipline(AC) anyone for their sin,
    you consume(AD) their wealth like a moth(AE)
    surely everyone is but a breath.(AF)

12 “Hear my prayer, Lord,
    listen to my cry for help;(AG)
    do not be deaf(AH) to my weeping.(AI)
I dwell with you as a foreigner,(AJ)
    a stranger,(AK) as all my ancestors were.(AL)
13 Look away from me, that I may enjoy life again
    before I depart and am no more.”(AM)

Footnotes

  1. Psalm 39:1 In Hebrew texts 39:1-13 is numbered 39:2-14.
  2. Psalm 39:5 The Hebrew has Selah (a word of uncertain meaning) here and at the end of verse 11.