¹¹ I am not strong enough to hope for my life to become any better.
    There is no reason for me to continue my life.

²¹ You should agree to forgive my sins.
    You should say that I am not guilty.
I will soon die and I will go into my grave.
Then you will carefully look for me,
    but I will not be there.’

²⁰ I will only live for a few more days.
    So leave me alone! Then I may be happy for a moment.

¹⁰ Everywhere that I go, God is there to attack me.
    He is ready to destroy me.
He has taken away my hope,
    as if he has dug a tree out of the ground.